Monday 17 August 2009

Bummer.

Tis the season! Education fairs, long thinking hours, hyperventillating while thinking about your future, etc. You get the picture. =)

My mind's one big mess up there and nothing helps! The NZ education fair today was so-so. I was expecting more booths but unfortunately there weren't many. Lucky for me, I stumbled upon AUT. Unluckily, I saw the invisible strain on my parents. I dislike being so aware of all these things that I should ignore like any other ignorant teen. ARGH!!

All right. This whole post is crap. I just wanna let people who read this blog know that I'll be away for a LONG time. Please refrain yourselves from spamming the C-box with 'Where are you?', 'Updates!', 'Hello. Where's news?' comments. I know you guys love me and the feeling is mutual too but comment flooding will not help. You'll get sporadic replies of course. Erh.. That's about all. Back to real life now. Shoooo!

Saturday 15 August 2009

Hectic.

"We pick our favourite chubby-ballers." Holy shit! What is that supposed to mean?? But of course, there's a picture of Ronaldo [if I'm not mistaken] and that Maradona dude me thinks.. So all's well. *grins*

Ah. It's time for exams. Trials are next month and things are really starting to pick up in the annoyance factor. Not to mention being tired the whole damn day although I don't do anything productive at all besides my basic human functions and necessities. Bummer.

It's also interesting to jot this down that I'm beginning to observe even tinier details which are irrelevant to the bigger picture. Nevertheless, it occupies my mind - almost obsessively. Don't get me wrong. It's not bad stuff but when I put it in words, it's easily misunderstood. Like the word kissing which will bring about 101 images in your head about right now.

There's also the Nilai College Prom - Night of Illusions [sorry if I got it wrong Joyce-y] which was a success in my opinion. They even had Free To Fall performing for them! If you have no idea who they are and you're Malaysian, please do yourself a favour and check them out. If that doesn't work either, look up Wikipedia of Google them. Either one works.

THIS IS ONE BIG HUG FOR JOYCE! I LOVE YOU WOMAN!

*yawns* Time to hit the sack and lull myself to sleep with my obsessive thoughts. Just a question to ponder on aye?

What if you realize you're this pendulum that swings with decisions as your feelings dictate it? You have your stands but your heart, urge, lust [call it whatever you want] is just getting irrevocably stronger. What if you find yourself making decisions and imagining things that you should not and would not have done?

Hmm... More ramblings soon. Send my love to your bored-out genes.